On New Year’s Eve in 1999 I vividly remember making the motions of reading. It was about 10pm and I was wondering if the world was going to come to an end. And if everything was as bad at it was supposed to be, would things be back together enough to find a midwife to deliver Baby Number Three by the end of May? aaah!
Pregnant women obsess about the craziest things. You know, having someone competent to deliver the baby, running water and street riots. (We were living in the largest city in Northern New England at the time, so it wasn’t completely unfounded…) I know, I was completely irrational.
Needless to say, I didn’t party like it was 1999. Mostly I was freaking out (albeit internally) that the guys were trying to watch the ball drop on the Internet when we should have had the computers safely off and been in the basement with pillows over our heads. Or something. Radical. How about you?
So, does anybody else find the last ten years a blur or is it just me? I think I might be getting old. e’hem
Anyway, it’s that time again. Have you got your list? Until Tuesday, I actually forgot about making resolutions for the new year. Oh yeah. Oops. It’s bizarre what I do and don’t remember and when. After further consideration, here’s what I came up with:
Janel’s Amazing New Year’s Resolutions
Redefine normal. Yes, I know normal is only a setting on the washing machine. How about “reestablish a functional rhythm”? Notice I said functional? I miss functional. After a massive curriculum change, we pretty much have our groove back with homeschool. Now on to homekeeping, sociality and R&R besides napping from mental exhaustion. Next, the world! bwah ha haaa… Or something like that.
Put out an APB on the missing pieces of my brain. For 17+ months everyone has been telling me “this is temporary”. I’m beginning to make statements like “Define temporary. I’m not so sure our definitions match.” I go to the neurologist, again, next week. Should be endless fun to see where it goes from here.
Find a women’s Bible study or prayer group. I haven’t had a cozy group of girls since we left for Fargo – 7 year ago. While I’ve been in and out of small groups since and see one of My Girls almost weekly, it’s not the same. I miss it.
SEW! I haven’t done anything of consequence since August when I recreated Cinderella’s pink ball gown for a friend’s daughter. Poor Ana needs a new wardrobe. She shot up another 2 inches in the last year. I also found a local seamstress who will help me create slopers so I can do some sewing for myself. I just need to call her and schedule the appointment. And all my new birthday sewing books are sitting, lonely, on the shelf. I hear them sigh and call my name every time I walk past.
Other assorted stuff for the New Year that is likely to change and subject to mental status but begging to be done: paint my outdoor claw foot bathtub, finish the other 8 boxes in my 10 box project, finish painting in the house where I left off 3 years ago, paint the dining room china cabinet, master the other 2 books in my piano lesson course, find and eradicate the current infestation of flour moths (ugh!), finished painting the dresser I picked up on the side of the road 2 years ago and spend more time with extended family.
All in all, I’d just be happy to enjoy each day and know that whatever comes, God loves me no matter what. How about you?
Blessed and Happy New Year!!

Tags: fond memories, goals & plans, Is this normal?, life, oh yeah